A little bit about me ^.^

My name will remain undisclosed, not out of any fear of scrutiny, but simply because this isn't supposed to be about me.
I am:

> Twenty-one years old

> A male, though a slightly effeminate one

> By definition bi-sexual, though I would not refer to myself that way (I have been in a loving relationship with my girlfriend for just over a year now, and I had been in a three-year relationship prior to this, but I also have romantic yet rarely sexual feelings for certain male friends)

> Attending university to earn my B.A. in philosophy, after which I plan to attend a second university to earn my PhD in philosophy

> I plan to open a modern day School of Athens in Washington, D.C. where I will promote the study of philosophy at-large

> As you have probably guessed, my favourite field of study is philosophy, particularly the musings of Friedrich Nietzsche, Albert Camus (to a certain extent), and Schopenhauer

> I tend to think of myself as a Meursault-like individual, which pains me

> I am obsessed with the concept of suicide, but I would never, ever, in a million years actually end my own life. I'm more so interested in the motivations that lead people to committ suicide, their thought processes, and the like. Also, I feel that one of the ultimate philosophical questions (i.e. what happens after we die) is the easiest question to answer on an individual basis, simply because we can find out at any time we wish, through self-termination. I'm not depressed, I'm not in any sort of anguish, I simply want to know what happens, and I feel I could, in a sense, find out if I were to self-terminate

> I love cigarettes

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Sorry to ramble like that, but my medications get me a little fired-up ^.^

That's just a little bit about me, at least, the most important things about me, that truly define me.